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oh shit. of all the things i had to dump in the past few months, this blog is one of the major things i am actually missing. you know what, imma go try to revive it, since i have so much to say and i really like this blog. and i will start again by recapping the past few months since my last blog entry. …which has been… in july of last year. wow, woah. this is like 10 months. okay, whatever. lemme think about what happened since then and tell you.   well, between july and october nothing major […]

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prologue: How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart)   Epilogue How to stay alive with a broken heart…   So yeah, HOW exactly do you stay alive with a broken heart? I don’t really want to idolize what I have been through, but I think I can surely say without a doubt that I experienced quite a wide range of different inter-social problems regarding “love”. Like, as you could see, all situations I wrote about have a quite unique touch to them, to a certain amount that I guess most people don’t have to go through. Also, I think […]

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prologue: How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart)   Chapter 10, part 3 Moon Flower   Three months have pasted since I wrote and published chapter 1 to 10, part 2. It was a hard decision to publish all of this, but I am glad I did this. The need to actually make public what I have been through, even tho it’s highly personal stuff, was very high for me, and despite my fears of the consequences I got myself to do it nevertheless. Thanks to my friends who helped me deciding on the right thing to do, and […]

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so yeah, you may have noticed a slight lack of blog posts recently – i bascially haven’t posted anything during the past, i don’t know, 3 months or so. of course, this has reasons. to keep up, i want to recap my past few months, what i am at right now and what the near future will bring me. why are you reading about this, instead of talking to me in person? hopefully, we are about to find out…   “I’m not doing so good right now.” (Scott Pilgrim) yeah well, to be honest, this blog entry will again get […]

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Ernest the Rock, my pet stone. so, i bought my first pet stone. a friend, who wishes to be unnamed, pointed out that someone actually tried to sell her rock on ebay!! i think of this as highly barbarous, since selling pets on ebay IS forbidden for a good reason, so i instantly felt pity about the poor thing. plus, as you can see by the picture above, he has this big scar on his back. my guess is that this is why nobody wanted to buy him. it’s always this way, that people only buy the good and healthy […]

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