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		<title>omg this blog still exists</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/omg-this-blog-still-exists_2012-04-14</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 14 Apr 2012 14:36:17 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[oh shit. of all the things i had to dump in the past few months, this blog is one of the major things i am actually missing. you know what, imma go try to revive it, since i have so much to say and i really like this blog. and i will start again by recapping the past few months since my last blog entry. &#8230;which has been&#8230; in july of last year. wow, woah. this is like 10 months. okay, whatever. lemme think about what happened since then and tell you. &#160; well, between july and october nothing major […]]]></description>
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		<title>How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart), epilogue</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/how-to-stay-alive-epilogue_2011-07-19</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 19 Jul 2011 12:26:13 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[prologue: How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart) &#160; Epilogue How to stay alive with a broken heart&#8230; &#160; So yeah, HOW exactly do you stay alive with a broken heart? I don&#8217;t really want to idolize what I have been through, but I think I can surely say without a doubt that I experienced quite a wide range of different inter-social problems regarding “love”. Like, as you could see, all situations I wrote about have a quite unique touch to them, to a certain amount that I guess most people don&#8217;t have to go through. Also, I think […]]]></description>
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		<title>How To Stay Alive, chapter 12: Moon Flower (part 3)</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/819_2011-07-19</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 19 Jul 2011 12:19:37 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[prologue: How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart) &#160; Chapter 10, part 3 Moon Flower &#160; Three months have pasted since I wrote and published chapter 1 to 10, part 2. It was a hard decision to publish all of this, but I am glad I did this. The need to actually make public what I have been through, even tho it&#8217;s highly personal stuff, was very high for me, and despite my fears of the consequences I got myself to do it nevertheless. Thanks to my friends who helped me deciding on the right thing to do, and […]]]></description>
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		<title>recently&#8230;</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/recently_2011-07-05</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 05 Jul 2011 14:30:11 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[so yeah, you may have noticed a slight lack of blog posts recently &#8211; i bascially haven&#8217;t posted anything during the past, i don&#8217;t know, 3 months or so. of course, this has reasons. to keep up, i want to recap my past few months, what i am at right now and what the near future will bring me. why are you reading about this, instead of talking to me in person? hopefully, we are about to find out&#8230; &#160; &#8220;I&#8217;m not doing so good right now.&#8221; (Scott Pilgrim) yeah well, to be honest, this blog entry will again get […]]]></description>
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		<title>Ernest the Rock</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/ernest-the-rock_2011-04-25</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 25 Apr 2011 16:09:10 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Ernest the Rock, my pet stone. so, i bought my first pet stone. a friend, who wishes to be unnamed, pointed out that someone actually tried to sell her rock on ebay!! i think of this as highly barbarous, since selling pets on ebay IS forbidden for a good reason, so i instantly felt pity about the poor thing. plus, as you can see by the picture above, he has this big scar on his back. my guess is that this is why nobody wanted to buy him. it&#8217;s always this way, that people only buy the good and healthy […]]]></description>
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		<title>How To Stay Alive, chapter 12: Moon Flower (part 2)</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/how-to-stay-alive-chapter-12-moon-flower-part-2_2011-04-03</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 03 Apr 2011 16:59:51 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[prologue: How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart) &#160; Chapter 10, part 2 Moon Flower &#160; My attraction for her were sort of weird, and I find it hard to explain how. I guess this is why nobody of my friends seems to understand it, so everybody just tries to talk me out of it. A stupid thing for me, but I can hardly blame them, can I? So, for you to understand, I am well aware of all her flaws and issues, and how bad it actually affects me and such, but I don&#8217;t care about any of […]]]></description>
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		<title>How To Stay Alive, chapter 10: Moon Flower (part 1)</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/how-to-stay-alive-chapter-10-moon-flower-part-1_2011-04-02</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 02 Apr 2011 13:36:05 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[prologue: How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart) &#160; Chapter 10, part 1 Moon Flower &#160; And now the final chapter. It will be the longest of all. I certainly hope I do not say anything stupid, which I might regret later, or that I accidentally mock someone in some way or another, or even insult someone. Thing is, I KNOW that in case I publish this text, and right now I certainly plan to, I am very sure that Moon Flower will read this. So the following sentences are for you, Moon Flower: Don&#8217;t take this text too […]]]></description>
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		<title>How To Stay Alive, chapter 9: Black Dahlia</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/how-to-stay-alive-chapter-9-black-dahlia_2011-04-01</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 01 Apr 2011 12:33:25 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[prologue: How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart) &#160; Chapter 9 Black Dahlia &#160; This is the most recent thing that happened to me, and i guess it doesn&#8217;t work without mentioning about what happened between me and Moon Flower first. But well, the happenings with Moon Flower will be the last chapter, simple because this is the most important and complex one, but it goes back for several years. Black Dahlia happened just two to three months back from now, after a time i was separated from Moon Flower for long enough so i could start something new […]]]></description>
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		<title>How To Stay Alive, chapter 8: Dragon Fruit</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/how-to-stay-alive-chapter-8-dragon-fruit_2011-04-01</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 01 Apr 2011 12:23:19 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[prologue: How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart) &#160; Chapter 8 Dragon Fruit &#160; I had tothink about this chapter for quite some time, and i still don&#8217;t really know if i should write about her, too, or not. Because with Dragon Fruit it&#8217;s&#8230; weird. And by far not as important or deep as with all the other girls i had something special with. I&#8217;ll just start to write and see what comes out of it and decide later if it is worth it or not. I guess i probably haven&#8217;t learned anything from her at all, so i […]]]></description>
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		<title>How To Stay Alive, chapter 7: Glass Feather</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/746_2011-03-31</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 31 Mar 2011 13:36:34 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[prologue: How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart) &#160; Chapter 7 Glass Feather &#160; Glass Feather was one of those rare gems out there, glancing a specific kind of unique beauty, without knowing it. She had a lot of problems going on and was not so stable, physically and psychological. But nevertheless extremely beautiful, and kinda shy. Her character traits were so very special that she was actually one of a million to be clearly different from the rest. But her self-aware problems were kind of a big obstacle, not only for her but also for others. An artist […]]]></description>
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		<title>How To Stay Alive, chapter 6: Poison Oak</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/how-to-stay-alive-chapter-6-poison-oak_2011-03-30</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 30 Mar 2011 13:23:44 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[prologue: How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart) &#160; Chapter 6 Poison Oak &#160; This will be a rather quick one. First of all, i have NO IDEA when this happened. I don&#8217;t even know why i can&#8217;t specify this happening chronologically better than like in a span of like 5 years or so. But i guess it doesn&#8217;t matter anyway, because it did not affect me that much on way through life, like most of other people did with me. But it had a certain impact on my own believe, in a way that it manifested what i […]]]></description>
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		<title>How To Stay Alive, chapter 5: Cherry Blossom</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/741_2011-03-29</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 29 Mar 2011 15:26:04 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[prologue: How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart) &#160; Chapter 5 Cherry Blossom &#160; She was like the cutest girl i have ever met up to this point. Even tho having all sorts of weird, unique problems, she was so positive and energetic at the same time, you just had to like her for that. Also a very distinctive curious nature, combined with a random humor i rarely find in people. Her sort of boy-ish appearance really fitted her energetic essence. Like she was just fun to watch and be with to be happy, but with a strange hint […]]]></description>
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		<title>How To Stay Alive, chapter 4: Brown Sugar</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/how-to-stay-alive-chapter-4-brown-sugar_2011-03-28</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 28 Mar 2011 18:29:14 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[prologue: How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart) &#160; Chapter 4 Brown Sugar &#160; From now on i cannot write in chronological order, either because i can&#8217;t remember the exact point in time when something specific happened, or like in the case of Brown Sugar, it started at an earlier point, but needed hell of a lot of time to develop. She was a long-term friend who i got to know pretty short after getting together with Sea Rose. And please don&#8217;t get me wrong, at that time and the following few years, that&#8217;s all she was: a good […]]]></description>
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		<title>How To Stay Alive, chapter 3: Sea Rose</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/how-to-stay-alive-chapter-3-sea-rose_2011-03-27</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 27 Mar 2011 16:12:52 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[prologue: How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart) &#160; chapter 3 Sea Rose &#160; so i was becoming a metal fan, wearing all black, being rebellious to my parents and all the crap. The internet has laid its hands around me and i started to feel a need of expressing myself, felt attracted to the art scene and everything alternative. The hunger for knowledge grew. And my hatred, too. But the internet opened a new way of communication for me. I quickly started to realize one positive thing about communication in text form: people start to get to know […]]]></description>
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		<title>How To Stay Alive, chapter 2: Milky Way</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/how-to-stay-alive-chapter-2-milky-way_2011-03-26</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 26 Mar 2011 17:32:13 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[prologue: How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart) chapter 1: Young Orchid Chapter 2 Milky Way &#160; the next few years were horrible. I came into an age which i usually refer to as &#8216;age of awareness&#8217;. It&#8217;s the age a kid starts to build the personality which he will carry on for most of his life later on. This usually happens somewhere between the age of 10 and 15 and comes along with a realization of how the world works. Before that we human beings are merely more than an empty shell and everything can happen, but after […]]]></description>
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		<title>How To Stay Alive, chapter 1: Young Orchid</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/how-to-stay-alive-chapter-1-young-orchid_2011-03-25</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 25 Mar 2011 16:33:16 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[prologue: How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart) Chapter 1 Young Orchid &#160; my first love. In a retrospective she has had the greatest impact on me so far. I did not notice that until recently, that she kinda acts as a blue print for me today with every girl i meet. I feel very lucky that i had, at this young age, such a great friend. We knew each other since kindergarten and during the first few years of school we grew together as a pair you only know from films. Seriously, this must have looked strange and […]]]></description>
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		<title>How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart)</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/how-to-stay-alive-with-a-broken-heart_2011-03-24</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 24 Mar 2011 18:28:49 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[friends]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[biogaphy]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#160; How To Stay Alive (With A Broken Heart) &#160; this is the story of my love life, divided into short texts, each devoted to another person i shared at least something romantic with, which impacted me in some way or another, shaping me to the person i am now. I dedicate this to all the people in my life who were open enough to at least try to come close to me. It&#8217;s not meant to bash anyone or mourn about my mistakes, i just do this to make it more accessible to myself, and of course for you […]]]></description>
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		<title>recent week</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/personal/depression/recent-week_2011-03-06</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 06 Mar 2011 15:35:51 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<category><![CDATA[cancer]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[haven&#8217;t done this in weeks, but a personal blog entry had to be on the way. please don&#8217;t understand this post as some sort of mourning outlet of some kind in which i ramble about unimportant things of my life to make others feel bad for me. it&#8217;s not the case. and actually i am still quite well. let me just tell you about stuff, and when things tend to get depressive of some sort, that&#8217;s because of the facts and i don&#8217;t mean to  focus on it or such. this is for my friends who care about me. if […]]]></description>
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		<title>indie game week</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/art/game/indie-game-week_2011-03-05</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 05 Mar 2011 16:57:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[game]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[amanita]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[machinarium]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[the week at my parents i had a lot to do, and i filled the small free time i had with playing a lot of indie games that were still on my gaming cue. the blog entry about this week is going to happen, and till then here is a list of the indie games i played during last week, with comments and thoughts and stuff: &#160; Machinarium finally finished it. Still kinda surprised how short it is, but it is so well crafted that i can&#8217;t really complain about it. Totally worth a play. The style is so great […]]]></description>
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		<title>i got art thievery&#8217;d</title>
		<link>http://tsubaka.com/8106/art/i-got-art-thieveryd_2011-02-20</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 20 Feb 2011 15:27:41 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Seth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[mh yeah well, not exactly the worst kind of art thievery, more the like most minor of kinds, but still&#8230; kinda i just thought, since i have this very different opinion on this topic and people tend to not understand it, they often have the very reasonable argument that i never experienced the case that my art got &#8220;stolen&#8221;, hence my opinion on that may be considered obsolete, i now can tell you: not quite! i am like a bit in this topic on a personal level now. anyway, let&#8217;s cut to the case and right tell you about stuff: […]]]></description>
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